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[ashinae]

For the love of PETE, is it that fucking hard to read a community's info page before you (generic) post to said comm?

*smite smite smite*

This post was brought to you by Ashinae's pent-up rage.

Also: back to school can eat me.

Comments

[esteven]

????
Just in case *hugs*
Good to hear from you again. I've missed you.

[ashinae.livejournal.com]

Just idiots posting posts to comms that break rules. *G* It annoys the heck out of me.

I've missed you lots, too, though I've been thinking about taking an indefinite internet-hiatus lately. *hugs*

[esteven]

though I've been thinking about taking an indefinite internet-hiatus lately.
Oh dear, what brought this on? Are you not well? Did nothing come of the new part-time job? Have people been unkind to you?
*hugs and hugs*

[ashinae.livejournal.com]

*hugs again* I have an interview for the job on Monday. We'll just see where it leads; it could, of course, lead to me having no free time whatsoever and then pretty much having no choice but to drop all my online and creative pursuits :-/

I'm basically just not enjoying my online stuff as much as I used to. It's not that I don't want to write or make icons or vids; I do, rather desperately. But so much of the stuff that's happened has just drained me completely and it's like the actual passion is gone. I feel like I need to hold everybody at arms-length because I feel like they either don't actually like me or I'm just gong to put myself in a situation to get hurt all over again. I only have two friends in my offline life and I'm painfully shy. It's always been easier for me to interact online, but now it almost seems as awkward and terrifying as offline interaction.

I'm a very confused bunny.

[esteven]

*hugs a very confused bunny*
First of all I will be keeping my fingers crossed very hard for the job because I am sure you would like it.
Two RL friends is actually good. For my 50+ I can only show up half a dozen. It is not the quantity really, but the quality, esp in friendship.
...I'm just going to put myself in a situation to get hurt all over again
I'm afraid this happens everywhere.It is not possible to get love and friendship without a cost and that means getting hurt on and off.
*hugs more*
...but now it almost seems as awkward and terrifying as offline interaction.
Do not be terrified. There is no need. The people on your flist do love you, they would miss you and you really do not need to feel awkward.
*sends much love*
You know where to find me. :D