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ashinaeWow. I am out of my mind-bored. To the point of -- there's a ton of stuff I could (or perhaps should) be doing, and I don't want to get my arse in gear and actually do any of 'em.
Did, however, attempt to write porn last night (long hand, even!) while waiting for House to download so I could watch the first 15 minutes that I missed. It was a miserable failure. Crumpled and ripped it all up and threw it in the garbage and now it's gone. *nodnod* So I have come to the conclusion that I will likely never be writing porn solo ever again. Just in case anybody out there was waiting for me to do so -- yeah, it's not going to happen. As soon as I find the beta notes I printed out (which were put away "somewhere safe" whilst my room was being renovated, which means I have no idea where the hell they went) and actually edit that Aragorn/Boromir piece I wrote last month, I'll get that posted, and that may in fact be the bright, shiny end of Ashinae-fanfic.
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sara_elf and deerdancer yesterday and went a little spend-crazy. I bought my very first suit (black, pinstripes) for work. Also picked up Buffy, seasons 3 and 4, because HMV had them for 2-for-$90 -- $45/each rather than $62.99 each. Can't really go wrong there. Also picked up both Maybe Baby and Inventing the Abbotts, for $7.99 each, rather than $11.99 and $12.99 which is what they're advertised for everywhere else. Can't go wrong there, either. But that also means that until I get paid for training (and I have no idea when that could be -- at the end of each week? End of second week? God forbid, end of third week?), I only have enough money to pay for my driving test next Tuesday.
Ahh, driving test. Am absolutely terrified. I hate driving, I'm crap at driving. It's supposed to be the renewal for my G2, which means I'm taking the G1 exit test, and not the G2 exit test. The latter would give me my full "G" drivers license, however, it requires highway driving. I haven't done highway driving since I was taking lessons -- the car that I drive, being the only car I am allowed to drive, isn't safe to take out on a highway. So hopefully I really am taking the G1 exit test to renew my G2 or I'm royally fucking screwed, because the testing people are assholes and can, in fact, stop a test for whatever reason. OY. I fucking hate driving.
Finally -- I do not understand how I made all those bloody Boromir-centric vids when I first started vidding. I have several minutes more footage, thanks to the extended editions of The Two Towers and Return of the King, but re-editing "Dead Boy's Poem" is just fucking killing me. AGH. *stabinates* What's worse is that my computer really can't handle me having much on my hard drive at once -- having the scenes from FotR, TTT and RotK that I have already, means that my computer would more than likely freak out if I tried encoding anything else. So I have to stick with "Dead Boy's Poem" or at the very least, Boromir, instead of trying to vid something completely different to save my fandom.
WHY did I decide to be a good daughter and not say "yes" when my dad (very reluctantly, I might add) asked me if I wanted more hard drive space and more RAM when my computer was being built last year? *cries*
Did, however, attempt to write porn last night (long hand, even!) while waiting for House to download so I could watch the first 15 minutes that I missed. It was a miserable failure. Crumpled and ripped it all up and threw it in the garbage and now it's gone. *nodnod* So I have come to the conclusion that I will likely never be writing porn solo ever again. Just in case anybody out there was waiting for me to do so -- yeah, it's not going to happen. As soon as I find the beta notes I printed out (which were put away "somewhere safe" whilst my room was being renovated, which means I have no idea where the hell they went) and actually edit that Aragorn/Boromir piece I wrote last month, I'll get that posted, and that may in fact be the bright, shiny end of Ashinae-fanfic.
Went out with
sara_elf and deerdancer yesterday and went a little spend-crazy. I bought my very first suit (black, pinstripes) for work. Also picked up Buffy, seasons 3 and 4, because HMV had them for 2-for-$90 -- $45/each rather than $62.99 each. Can't really go wrong there. Also picked up both Maybe Baby and Inventing the Abbotts, for $7.99 each, rather than $11.99 and $12.99 which is what they're advertised for everywhere else. Can't go wrong there, either. But that also means that until I get paid for training (and I have no idea when that could be -- at the end of each week? End of second week? God forbid, end of third week?), I only have enough money to pay for my driving test next Tuesday. Ahh, driving test. Am absolutely terrified. I hate driving, I'm crap at driving. It's supposed to be the renewal for my G2, which means I'm taking the G1 exit test, and not the G2 exit test. The latter would give me my full "G" drivers license, however, it requires highway driving. I haven't done highway driving since I was taking lessons -- the car that I drive, being the only car I am allowed to drive, isn't safe to take out on a highway. So hopefully I really am taking the G1 exit test to renew my G2 or I'm royally fucking screwed, because the testing people are assholes and can, in fact, stop a test for whatever reason. OY. I fucking hate driving.
Finally -- I do not understand how I made all those bloody Boromir-centric vids when I first started vidding. I have several minutes more footage, thanks to the extended editions of The Two Towers and Return of the King, but re-editing "Dead Boy's Poem" is just fucking killing me. AGH. *stabinates* What's worse is that my computer really can't handle me having much on my hard drive at once -- having the scenes from FotR, TTT and RotK that I have already, means that my computer would more than likely freak out if I tried encoding anything else. So I have to stick with "Dead Boy's Poem" or at the very least, Boromir, instead of trying to vid something completely different to save my fandom.
WHY did I decide to be a good daughter and not say "yes" when my dad (very reluctantly, I might add) asked me if I wanted more hard drive space and more RAM when my computer was being built last year? *cries*
