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State of the Ash
Wow, I don't update often anymore, do I? Does anybody care?
1) Am in rather extraordinary amounts of pain. I hurt my back at my old job, moving stock that I just was not physically strong enough to move (boxes weighing 30, 40, or more pounds, and doing all the shelf-stocking on my own, because I was junior on the stepladder). I've always had trouble with my lower back and my shoulders; this has caused me to now have lots of trouble with my upper back. The more time I spend with this new job of being on my feet all the time, the worse my back has been getting. I visit the chiropractor about twice weekly now. :-/ Am kind of fucked all over with this; nothing got done with WSIB because I didn't really know about it, didn't talk to my parents about how much pain I really was in when management at the last job just didn't seem willing to take an interest in adjusting my schedule to allow me to get the treatment I needed, and of course didn't take the responsibility of filing an accident report with the WSIB in the first place. And now it's been well over six months, and I'm SOL. Woe.
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nemerl_mush.
3) I've spent the past while "watching" B5 from start to finish. The ending of that show bloody well kills me. I sob my way through "Sleeping in Light". Lochley grows on me the more I watch it; I think I just got annoyed because she wasn't Ivanova, and because of the character she played on Lois and Clark.
4) Am distinctly unhappy with my body again.
5) Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children vid continues. It's taken me many, many hours -- like, three hours for 20 seconds of fairly uncomplicated footage. If it's complicated, it can take much longer. I've run out of how long, exactly, I've been working on it. I have a minute left.
6) There is no six.
7) Apparently there isn't a seven, either. Am very boring.
1) Am in rather extraordinary amounts of pain. I hurt my back at my old job, moving stock that I just was not physically strong enough to move (boxes weighing 30, 40, or more pounds, and doing all the shelf-stocking on my own, because I was junior on the stepladder). I've always had trouble with my lower back and my shoulders; this has caused me to now have lots of trouble with my upper back. The more time I spend with this new job of being on my feet all the time, the worse my back has been getting. I visit the chiropractor about twice weekly now. :-/ Am kind of fucked all over with this; nothing got done with WSIB because I didn't really know about it, didn't talk to my parents about how much pain I really was in when management at the last job just didn't seem willing to take an interest in adjusting my schedule to allow me to get the treatment I needed, and of course didn't take the responsibility of filing an accident report with the WSIB in the first place. And now it's been well over six months, and I'm SOL. Woe.
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nemerl_mush. 3) I've spent the past while "watching" B5 from start to finish. The ending of that show bloody well kills me. I sob my way through "Sleeping in Light". Lochley grows on me the more I watch it; I think I just got annoyed because she wasn't Ivanova, and because of the character she played on Lois and Clark.
4) Am distinctly unhappy with my body again.
5) Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children vid continues. It's taken me many, many hours -- like, three hours for 20 seconds of fairly uncomplicated footage. If it's complicated, it can take much longer. I've run out of how long, exactly, I've been working on it. I have a minute left.
6) There is no six.
7) Apparently there isn't a seven, either. Am very boring.
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Oh, good! I thought it was just me. I'm a total mush. I bawl every time I watch that last ep - and the whole god/king/sacrifice thing with Londo just kills me - well, as a Londo/G'kar slasher, I always hope that there's some alternate universe where G'kar rushes in at the last minute, tears that ugly one-eyed bugger off Londo's shoulder and sweeps him off his feet - and Sheridan has found some way to save Centauri Prime and destroy the Drakh and it's all good.
I'm a romantic. Can you tell? :)
But yeah. I love B5
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